Tuesday, April 24, 2007

second day of productions

Hello again

Today seems to be a really long and tiring day for everyone..
I mixed the ballons dough today...and it was not that easy..In fact i made a lot of things today..
honey wheat bread and pullman bread..preform and forming it was really crazy..and proofing them is really tiring too..
But when i get the check off from chef..i was so happy..Another two more days to go and then I will switch productions..
I hope I dont get the danish..im just not ready for it yet..it is the hardest and time consuming among all...

Christie made garlic focaccia today...It was so bloodyhell good...and then I requested her to make more and the same topping for tomorrow..and she promised me ...HAHA...well..i made her just sugar for the ballons toppings...and i think she is happy...
hahaha..Cant think of any nice topping for the ballons today..so i just put in everything that everything has in the rack..
from cinnamon to cheddar cheese..save me from trouble of thinking...and furthermore i still has a lot of things to do unlike yesterday i dont have to make the hiney wheat and forming it...today is yeah..much more crazier than yesterday.

Tomorrow is going to be denieza's turn mixing the ballons dough..we will be changing alternately everyday..
Not to forget too...we still have to make the project breads again tomorrow...the Jalapeno cheddar rolls and whole oat bread..
MAN...breads everyday..I really love breads..but now that I get to eat them every day im getting sick of them already..
Like the next culinary class beside us..they always make desserts for our class...they made creme brulle today and I think they made like chocolate mousse and somthing else for our class..yesterday they have like fruits for us too..but not today..

I dont know why but Denieza kept telling she doesnt like Patricia...Well..I admitted that she is selfish..so what?
She kept telling me that she doesnt like our groups and the grouping we got with patricia and christian for this week..
she said christian is too slow and patricia was like so selfish...yeah i admitted she is shelfish but...I dont really care..She seems fine to me..Denieza kept to not talk to her..and she doesnt willing to help patricia when she is done shaping our ballons breads..I was like seeing her alone with christian not coming today she seemed like lack of hands shaping her ballons..and so I helped her..nobody want to help her and I kind of feel sorry for her...and then Den was like...
"why are you helping her? she doesnt even say thank you. Thats why I dont help her."
I dont expect a thank you from people whom i helped...one word of 'thank you' doesnt even carry a value to me..I just dont understand why some people..their pride is much more important..I mean..I have problems with patricia too...like how she is so bossy to me and shelfish keeping scale to her own, but...what can I do? everybody is different..and no one is perfect..I mean let's just face it! she wants me to hate her too...and doesnt want me to help her? That is being even more shelfish..she hates people..its like bullying and making herself angry and patricia doesnt even know she is angry..so why bother?Try loving each other then you wont get pissed off with her right...and she kept saying christian is slow...well..everybody is different..
and like my dad say
"Kalo ubi ditanam di mana aja dia pasti numbuh"...so...we have to adapt in everywhere we are in...cant she just bear for another two more days..after that we are going to switch grp again..

She thinks she is perfect..well..if she wants to bad about people..she is not that great either..she is really bossy to me..
hey do this and that! yeah...whatever..I just bear my anger. Like today when after i kneaded the honey wheat, im supposed to have tray with sprayed parchment paper on top, she didnt get it for me...But if she is the one who kneaded the wheat today and if I didnt get the tray yet..she will be like mad saying im slow...Eaerlier when i asked her "you didnt get the tray for me?"
I wanna get angry but i didnt..it will not solve the problem. She is too sensitive..just when I asked her if she prepared the Mis En Place for tomorrow's ballons already..she was like making face expressions..saying "YEAH!" as if telling me.."you think im like you slow?" I just dont like it when she order me this and that..complaining everyday bout our group wont help...so learn to love them..HELP them..but she told me she would rather help the others than helping patricia..man..her ego is just too high...Well..I dont care if i hate patricia..even if i hate her..I will still help her. And then during breaks and after class she start making a fuss telling people how patricia did this and that today...Well I just kept quiet..cos..you talk bad about people..no one knows people are just talking bad about you too..and Im not perfect either..so I dont have the right to say bad things about her..

She used to say katie this and that..proud and blablabla...But from my opinion..katie does has a really braggy and proud look..But i guess that the way she is..she say katie look at her cake as if it is ugly blablabla...I think katie is always like that..
she seems perfectly fine to me..I notice thats just the way she look at people and things around her..im just so tired of everything..enough about today..
Im going to sleep any sooner. Pray for patricia that she doesnt get to be gossiped again like today and yesterday..I just feel so sorry for her..haizzz
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