Monday, March 12, 2007

I have everyone who loves me..What more can i ask for?

Hey bloggie..

A while ago In MSN i chatted with my brother about my happenings in school today...
He told me I am a brave girl and I should not give up just because of nadine..
Then later we jumped to a money conversation..I started by telling him I got hired by Togo's but they need me to come in morning for a training for a week..Which means that..i have to skip school for a week..
My brother didnt really encourage me that..he said school comes first..then I told him i desperately need my own pocket money.
Then he said WHY...and i started telling him because my friends always look down at us..and even the church people..they scanned at the way i dressed..accesorries and bags which made me uncomfortable. then he told me

"why should you care?" he gave me a piece of advice which i think made me a better person now..

"kalo begitu yg kamu pikirin and peduliin, brarti ego kamu yg lebih kamu care. Ngapain kamu hrs punya tmn kalo yg mrk liat cmn duit?lgan duit mrk adalah duit ortu"

TRUE TRUE! Ego lebih gede- i like that..It made me realize something.

Then he told me to send my account number, that he is going to send me his own work money for me to spend on..
I was like so surprised..and I told him I dont want it already..But he forced me. Then i told him..I will pay him back after I got my own job and he replied me back with a really sweet message

"ga usah bayar lah cen.Anggap aja buat ultah kamu kemarin.kamu beli baju yg kamu mau.anggap aja hadiah kamu cen. sisanya simpan baik2 yah. ga usah kerja,konsen ama studies aja.ok? aku tagihnya pas kamu balik sg aja, aku minta di bikinin kue aja ok? jadi ga usah bayar aku. Luv u."

Omg..that was like the best message i got so far this year. I will bake him the most delicious cake ever!! and Im sure im not gonna spend the money he gave me..It is my bdae present from him..I will use it wisely.


Then after a while, my dad called me and I discussed about my work again. He didnt encourage me either. He said study should come first and he asked me why do i need to work. I said i needed my own pocket money. Then, he asked me,
"how much do you need? I can give you."
But I didnt say the price cos i dont want to..I feel like he has work hard to make us study here already..How can i ask for money to buy clothes.

After today's lessons...I realize people my family cared about me. They dont want me to stress out too much that I should just concentrate my studies. and they are the one who are going to give me money..which i feel like bad taking it.

What more can i ask for? I have them..its enough. I dont need money now..:):)
Money cant buy love. This is the feeling that satisfied me more than money does.
Yanastarted this journey at8:54 PM